Brickwall Radio has Blasted

Sunday's show was amazing! I am in awe of God's greatness! Loving me some my God!!! Grateful for all my guests and listeners. God cover and keep them! Propel them into greatness!Favor reign in their lives! Amen! If you missed it go to Actress Meagan Tandy, Designer Lameka Weeks of, Andre Baxter of Christine Designs by Andre Millinery, Craig Adams of Adams Int'l House of Fashion, and Stellar Nominated Jai Reed were wonderful guests. Will post their links

Don't rely on what you see and what you hear, EVER! Why? Because these things are temporal for your everlasting life! You must put your everything in God for your every outcome! YES, EVERYTHING! I know for myself that its easier said than done, but please do so! That's my prayer for you today to put your TRUST in God! Be Encouraged world!

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Surviving and growing stronger. Encouraged and determined to be an ENCOURAGER. I needed to share my heart so hear I am praying that at least 1 person is blessed so it will not be in vain.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

28 Children Stabbed At Kindergarten In China In Copycat Attack

28 Children Stabbed At Kindergarten In China In Copycat Attack
This is all bitter nothing sweet in this story. What in the world is wrong! How can 29 babies be stabbed because of someone else's problems. Our babies are so innocent! Yet, they are victims of horrific acts of violence. Now, do you see why I am encouraging you to pray daily for our world. We have a global problem and a global God who is able. All we have to do is begin to diligently seek him in prayer!!! Pray just pray. I beg you to pray. Leave your prayers on here so someone who may not know the power of God may read and be encouraged to try God for themselves. We have to try and if one incident is prevented through our prayers then our being here at this time on this blog is not in vain. May the God of all peace keep you and yours safe from all hurt harm and danger. May the protection of God keep you by the blood of the lamb. In Jesus name, I pray that this world will know a day where love abides and evil is not tolerated. Amen! Amen! Amen!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010


Well, I am still learning about blogging. I see daily there are several unbelievable events in our world. So, I am restructuring my blog to be whatever I am led to share daily I pray. I may fall down sometime but I hope to maintain daily if not but to say, "hello world"! I hope my current friends and ones I will gain with this blog will begin to exchange life stories and topics with me to expound upon or ramble on about. I know this space can be rewarding to us both. I saw earlier where a murderer in Memphis was allowed to walk out of jail. Now, WTH is really going on around the world. That is unbelievable. GN, I am going to tend to my young. I will hug and kiss him with all my love. B blessed and encouraged you already know that's my prayer for you!

Monday, April 26, 2010


US Life - Get the latest daily news stories and information from across the (US) United States -
This story brings a sting to the heart for all truly passionate mothers I know, because it does for me. I know the decision was without any thought of hesitation for the safety of her 3 babies. My God, there is no greater love or sacrifice that could be given on earth! My prayer is that these babies never are allowed to forget the love their mother had for them that in the time of trouble she hid them under the shadow of the Almighty!!! I don't know Nicky personally but we are within an unbroken circle of mothers, women, and protectors. Her story will reside in my heart for a long time to come. May we be inspired and ENcouraged to cling closer to God through prayer not just for ourselves and our loved ones, but for the humanrace, daily. OMG, you give us bitter along with sweet, but we acknowledge You as all-knowing. Pray for the babies and those who will care for them. I am unsure of the link, but the story is, "Mother dies saving her three children during a tornado in MS."

Sunday, April 25, 2010

OMG! Are You Serious?

Pedestrians ignore dying man on New York City sidewalk
Do you mean to tell me, that we are that far gone now, that we see a human being lying in the middle of the sidewalk dying, and do nothing. How? How is this possible in 2010. Cellphones are everywhere if you don't want to use a pay phone. The cell is right there in your pocket or purse and you can't even have the decency to call 911. Yet, we will fight for dogs and cats, but can't assist the dying of a human. Regardless, of his social standing or appearance he was a human being. When its you or your family member this is the response that you want to be ignored in your time of need, huh? I think not. How many were supposed Christians or people of faith I wonder? We are in some sad times now. God is definitely not pleased with the human race. Don't dare forget Sodom and Gomorrah!!! Look around you! People are yelling, I want to marry my life partner and I want the right to go in and visit my partner in the hospital. We better get it together before God comes back. I am telling you His word has not changed. Understand, I am not exempt either. I have committed my share of sin. Two children out of wedlock and premarital sex and other sins. We as a whole need to evaluate our walk and begin to change the course. If we are that lost that we let people die for lack of concern then this world is in terrible trouble. My God please forgive us for we know not the recourse for what we do. Be not decieved my friends, for every action there is a consequence. Be encouraged to care and to do something for those we know standing in need of help. Praying for our world! I love God and I love you! "those whom He loves He chastiseth"

Saturday, April 24, 2010

My Day

I am having a day of reflection. Thinking about how I have made numerous mistakes, but my God has delivered me always. So in the midst of my chaos right now, I am trusting God with the hope and faith that I have stored up. I am standing on Dueteronomy 28 in its entirety. I encourage those of you who believe in the power of prayer to pray for me as I walk through my wilderness and stand through my storm. So dark the day the clouds in the sky I will not worry cause Jesus is nigh! Be encouraged and pray for the bereaved all over. We especially lift up the offshore workers who lost their lives and their families. May God provide them comfort during this time. Be blessed and encouraged always is my prayer for you all! Smooches!!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Oil Rig Explosion: Drilling Rig off Louisiana Coast Burns After Powerful Explosion - ABC News

Oil Rig Explosion: Drilling Rig off Louisiana Coast Burns After Powerful Explosion - ABC News
My third attempt to post this! So, pray for those affected and don't stop praying for our world and those in authority. The word commands it, "pray for those in authority"!!! Be encouraged to never cease to pray and do it daily. Good night world! Oh an d remember God is waiting on us He says, "humble ourselves and pray, seek His face, turn from our wicked ways and pray, then He will heal our land"!!! I said that because so many are flashing because our 44th President Barack Obama is black. Yes he is and he is trying to navigate a mess left by his predecessor a white man and now what. Stop pouting and start praying it works and it changes things. Oh and if the prayers are against him and not for him don't they will be in vain for you! Stay encouraged still and blessed!

Tragedies Oh Tragedies When Will You Stop

Oil Rig Explosion: Drilling Rig off Louisiana Coast Burns After Powerful Explosion - ABC News
We have gone from praying for the miners in W VA, to praying the people affected by the earthquake in China, to praying for those affected by the plane crash killing many of the Polish government including their President and his wife, to praying for those now affected by the oil rig explosion not far from home here approx 50 miles from Venice, LA in the Gulf of Mexico. Yet, we still have people furious that our 44th President is black. They can't even recall that the mess we are in was left by the one who preceded him. President Barack Obama is making an effort to correct a mess. The word says, "pray for those in authority". Question is, when will we as a people start? Look around people, God is serious and He is watching to see when will we begin to turn from our wicked ways, seek His face, humble ourselves and pray. Not until then will God heal our land. The Lord is ready and willing waiting on us. I know about offshore. My partner is a Commercial Diver by trade and has been offshore several times in the Gulf. You constantly pray for their safety. Especially, once they are out there in the middle on nowhere. When he calls if he can get a signal and say, "I am going in the water pray for me, sister". So, tonight we are praying for the 11 not accounted for as of yet with hope that they return safe and we pray for their families and their strength to continue in hope for their loved ones. Let us be encouraged to pray daily that we can build up a storage of prayer that when these events take place we are not lacking pray because we are constantly on the pray wall. Be encouraged.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Decades after shaking baby, dad jailed again - Crime & courts-

Decades after shaking baby, dad jailed again - Crime & courts-
Time still remembers the past regardless of the change in time, huh? Well, its good to know that he is accepting responsibility for what he did years ago. Pray for this family that healing can begin to fully take place. Also, that this tragedy will bring about change to others by reading of their story. We have to think at all times!!! Stop and think! I encourage you from 4/17 - 4/19 to keep praying and praying. Mama, I love you and miss you on today and everyday Mama 5/15/21-4/19/06.


Truthfully, I am so concerned about our babies because I am 37yoa and still suffering from the effects of my past. I never really shared what has happened to me in detail and still uncomfortable with sharing. I never told my family and only bits and pieces to friends. Well, just a slight glimpse into my pain is I believe deeply that due to my childhood traumas I was very promiscuious. I lashed out for sex before sex came to me. Truthfully, the approach and touch of a man terrifies me. Especially, an old man coming towards me. Many older men made unsolicited and reproachable comments to me. I was a little girl. I had so many hopes and dreams. I was self-confident. Somewhere in the midst of my chaos I lost me. I became this numb girl trying to cope with what was done to me. I didn't turn to drugs, but aggressive behavior towards men and trying to find true love consumed me. So, I am 37yoa and the first true love I know is that shared between my son and I. Our love is pure, unadulterated, and unpolluted love of a mother and child. So, that pushes me to pray for others and their babies. I lost my firstborn at 22 1/2 weeks. She lived approx 2hrs with just a heartbeat and undeveloped lungs. Why I lost her is unknown, but I feel great guilt and unmeasurable pain. I can't imagine how families go on after losing children they have loved for years. The pain and guilt is consumable. Well, thats truth for now. I encourage you to pray daily for others as well as for yourself.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

This Makes You Go, "Mmm" or Ah Hah"

Maine man gets 2 years for forcing sons to fight - U.S. news-
Now, was he being cruel intentionally or was he trying to teach survival skills? Yes, we need to know how to protect ourselves in time of trouble. So, when do we teach them or do we pray they just know how by instinct? What do you think as a parent? How would you have judged this incident if it was your courtroom. Do you believe mama went overboard or was she absolutely correct to report this? Is it child abuse? You have to help us out, tell us what are your thoughts?

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


Stephanie Ragusa pleads guilty in student sex case | Tampa Bay, St. Petersburg, Clearwater, Sarasota | 10 Connects
Two years for changing a child's life forever! Forever! I know at 37, my own trauma is still affecting my life. Having been touched as a child, by an adult who knew better, not should have known, but knew better, and still did it anyway. These people actions are disgusting and they are sick. So that's why we are here, still praying, for our babies, daily. Praying for their protection, and for, those who have been touched,offended, and harmed in any way, we are praying for their healing. Lord keep our children safe from all hurt, harm, and danger, we pray in Jesus name! What are your thoughts on this event? Be encouraged to keep praying for our children, daily. Encourager silent for now, but constantly praying!!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Missing girl found after 5 days in Fla. swamp - Life-

Missing girl found after 5 days in Fla. swamp - Life-
This truly Awesome! This is why we are here praying everyday for our children for their safety and protection. Praise be to God who has provided safety and victory to Nadia and her family!!! Like it's stated in the article, "this should be Encouragement to everybody"! I told you prayer changes things! Be encouraged to keep praying your prayers can change someone's tomorrow! The Encourager is out being overjoyed extremely overjoyed!

Monday, April 12, 2010

Another Day

Today has been trying for me. I am really frustrated with myself for some decisions I have made that are having a negative impact on my life. Isn't it a very miserable and frustrating time when you see yourself but don't stop yourself in time from making a mess. Then you cry out to God, I am in trouble please get me out today! Unfortunately, waiting is a hard road too. Don't mention trusting God when you can't trace Him! Really am I alone in this phase of life? Is there anyone out there who knows where I am coming from without having to lay out my foolishness. I guess I have to build up a trust even in blogging, but I would like one comment from someone in reference to anything discussed on here. Just click comment at the bottom of the post. Also, to subscribe to my blog daily click follow found on the right as you scroll down. Be encouraged today to keep walking and talking to Jesus. He will make everything alright! Pray for me and I am praying for you! Sometimes you have to keep encouraging yourself. The Encourager going down tonight praying for you. Until Tomorrow!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Father turns gun on three children, then himself

Father turns gun on three children, then himself
The day isn't over and still UNBELIEVABLE! How can a parent find the strength to kill their children? What in the world is so bad that killing innocent children seems like an option to you. Is he trying to punish the mother? If so, he has destroyed more than the mother. This is horrific! Please pray for the family and friends involved in this tragedy today. Pray that tomorrow no such thing will take place. Be encouraged always to trust in Jesus especially during the time of storms.

Saturday, April 10, 2010


I am very late today. Very late. I am wondering can you help me make your day brighter by telling what you need encouragement for right now? Until you respond, be encouraged no matter what you are facing know that you are not alone never alone. The Encourager is standing by. Be Blessed!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Being Real

I figure if we're going to be sharing then let's be real. It's funny how we can enter into situations of our own choosing. Realize that you have made an astronimical mistake. Then you have to go to God in prayer to seek help singing, "Get me out Jesus" not get me out today, but get me out Right Now! Pleassse! Family and friends will tell you how to get out, but you stay stuck. I have and still do believe that every situation is different. One person instance may be similar to yours, but there is always a detail that differs. You have to respond to your moment based on your facts. We have all rushed some decisions and have waited too long to move on answers we already know. However, we have to pray for one another. You may believe the person is being stupid or dumb for enduring, but they still need support! Let loved ones find their way it may take longer than you would like but trust that it will work out alright. Pray for their strength to do what God would have them to do, huh? Sometimes, silence is golden. A listener is needed at times for venting not input. Love listens and endures and never ends if I don't do what you say. Now, I am listening, what do you think about this! I encourage you to pray for our children that they remain safe and loved always! I encourage you to trust in Jesus! The Encourager is done 4 now! Smooches

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Just Unsolicited Praise

God is a good God! I respond, YES HE is and I love Him! Do you believe how good God is and have you told someone today? Tell me, what has God done wonderful for you just today? I would love to hear how good God is to others. People overcome by the word of testimony. So tell of what He brought you through and how your praise increased because you knew without a doubt that HE is good and greatly to be praised! Rejoice God is still on the throne. I encourage you to give God praise in the midst of your hell and know that HE will keep you and strengthen you always! Be encouraged to trust in Jesus! The Encourager is praying for you always that is my continual prayer for you! Smooches

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

You Better Think

In a perfect world with no sick individuals lacking self-control, self-respect, or just morals you could possibly leave your 2yr old toddler with a virtual stranger. That's what the mother of the toddler we talked about yesterday did. She only knew this person because he is not a man for 3 months not years but 3 months. People your pet poodle is not safe with a person who you must know is lacking character after just 3 months. The mother I know must have been in a fix for childcare that day so she could work. I understand her pain in that respect. Yet, we have to let our babies safety outweigh everything else. Sometimes we just cant make it wherever when we don't have secure childcare. Yes,we live in a country who thinks motherhood is outdated and overrated. You may be allowed 6 weeks after delivery to recover and bond then back to the grind. Our children need to be nurtured and cared for by the love of their mother and hopefully a loving father for the first few years of their life. Hands down, we can see that our children are out of control. Kids today are raising themselves. Teenage pregnancies are through the roof and here we go with more babies left to raise themselves cause the parents are still immature. We have to find a way for mothers to be allowed to be more hands on with their babies without penalty. The future of this country depends on it because if not the path of destruction we are on will continue. If our babies aren't met with UNBELIEVABLE ends like this precious 2 yr old, then they will be contributing criminals if their is no structure placed in their lives at an early age. Please dont forget and filled with love. World, what is your thoughts on the matter? Do you believe everything our parenting in 2010? Do you have any thoughts on what could be done to better the lives of our children and their upbringing? I encourage you today to keep praying for one another and to "see a child, give them a Godly smile". Know that God is real and available to keep you in perfect peace. The Encourager is signing off praying that you are encouraged to "stay with Jesus!". Be encouraged til we meet tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Unbelievable is why I am here

I am here because I believe by faith and through prayer God is going to speak a word to those who read and share in this blog and speak to me in the midst of my chaos. I am still unsure where we will go on this journey, but my prayer is that we will all be better for having shared this time in thought, pondering, sharing, and discussing unbelievable acts of craziness taking place in our world today. Why is there so many horrific acts of violence being inflicted on our children. Multiple children are being killed by people who are suppose to be family and friends causing so many tears and heart-clinching pain to even strangers who just hear of these terrible events. Just today a man is charged with the death of a 2yr old left in his care while the mother was at work. Blunt force trauma from bouncing her upside down by her ankles while hitting her head on the floor. That is UNBELIEVABLE! Now, knowing this, I want to encourage us to pray for all involved in this tragedy. Pray the family's strength and endurance during this time of great sorrow for any child lost is a time of grief. Last week, a youngster wanting to take what he didn't work for with a sinful heart killed his family member's two young children ages 7 and 4, their mother, and the mother's sister. He did this for their income tax refund. Senseless and UNBELIEVABLE. A tax refund is spent before its deposited or cashed. Yet, these people lost their lives. Pray for them. Its imperative that when we learn of these things that we pray. Why? Because I am not just a believer, I know without a doubt that prayer changes things and it changes their condition. I am learning how to be a good host blogger so bear with me. I post links to the stories as I read and determine these tragedies are avoidable and most definitely UNBELIEVABLE. Be encouraged to stay with Jesus! If you don't have Him, then I encourage to get to know him. He is the very bestfriend you could ever have and in times like these we need a true friend.