Happy Holidays Be Encouraged!!!

My brothers and my sisters during this holiday season please remember their are those who are feeling less than festive. Speaking now to those who may need this word, "You are covered in prayer!!!" Regardless, of how it seems right now its not the final picture or last call for your joy and peace. God is still covering and keeping and lifting. So, if you feel alone call someone and not feel alone. Go by a friend and not be alone. Its easier said than done I definitely know, but keep pressing and praising and pushing and progressing one step at a time. You are a beautiful inspiration, yes, you are! How? You inspire me to be Encouraged to pray daily!!!:) You thought I forgot! NOT! So my brother and sister Be Encouraged to Pray Daily!!! Love you all and prayer for these next days will be marked as your BEST and know Success in a very real way! #metoonextinlineforamanifestedmiracle that's for my twittertweettweets, lol! Happy Holidays!!!

Trusting

I believe today is the start of a magnificently and wonderful new day a new life. Why? I am determined that God is changing my world my circumstances my everything. My everything has to change, immediately. So, today as I have this opportunity to share with you, I am declaring, "Newness of life". I am the ultimate reason for my turmoil and dilemmas right now! I messed my wonderful up and I am with God turning my wonderful rightside up for better and better and better. That's one for the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. I encourage myself today to be strong in the Lord, to trust in His power and His might! I must not ever again look at I see right now, but I must put ALL MY TRUST in God! For miracles, blessings, breakthroughs, for every need that arises! You be encouraged now to do the same! You do not look at what you see right now just TRUST in God, ALWAYS! Be Encouraged!!!

Truthful

Truthfully, I am so concerned about our babies because I am 37yoa and still suffering from the effects of my past. I never really shared what has happened to me in detail and still uncomfortable with sharing. I never told my family and only bits and pieces to friends. Well, just a slight glimpse into my pain is I believe deeply that due to my childhood traumas I was very promiscuious. I lashed out for sex before sex came to me. Truthfully, the approach and touch of a man terrifies me. Especially, an old man coming towards me. Many older men made unsolicited and reproachable comments to me. I was a little girl. I had so many hopes and dreams. I was self-confident. Somewhere in the midst of my chaos I lost me. I became this numb girl trying to cope with what was done to me. I didn't turn to drugs, but aggressive behavior towards men and trying to find true love consumed me. So, I am 37yoa and the first true love I know is that shared between my son and I. Our love is pure, unadulterated, and unpolluted love of a mother and child. So, that pushes me to pray for others and their babies. I lost my firstborn at 22 1/2 weeks. She lived approx 2hrs with just a heartbeat and undeveloped lungs. Why I lost her is unknown, but I feel great guilt and unmeasurable pain. I can't imagine how families go on after losing children they have loved for years. The pain and guilt is consumable. Well, thats truth for now. I encourage you to pray daily for others as well as for yourself.